For Terry

Terry you were a good stepdad,
the only dad I ever had.
I wish you were still here.
I know that you weren't happy, you were in pain.
But know that I will always miss you and love you unconditionally.
I know that you are happier where you are.
Sometimes I wonder if you really wanted to die or if you were just angry.
Sometimes I wonder what life would be like if you were still here.
Sometimes I wonder if I could have stopped you from pulling that trigger.
Sometimes I question your love because of what you did,
I wonder if you still love me.
Sometimes I tell myself if I would have said I love you more,
or I'm happy your my dad it would have stopped you form taking your life.
When you died I felt like a part of me died too.
But know that I will miss you and I will always remember you.
Will you remember me?
Know that you will always have a piece of my heart.
Terry may God hold you in his loving arms forever.

Rest in Peace.

Love Always
Your Step-Daughter