Nick B.

Goodbye At Last

Saying goodbye is never easy
It's the hardest thing to do
But what hurts even more
Is not the chance to say it to you.

Yesterday is just a memory
Our laughter was sunny and bright
Then clouds started to gather
For you were no where in sight.

You were my first real love
And this I will never forget
How you left without a warning
No good-byes, my only regret.

Wherever I may be now
Always searching for another so true
To place my world of emotion
Handing my love to someone like you.

If again I must go there
And experience all the pain
I would do it in a minute
For all the good I would gain.

No matter what my wrongs
You offered only love
Until the day you left me
For your new home up above.

I know you still are with me
Your love is within my heart
Though life is no longer present
Our souls will never part.

This is given to you in honor
Of all that we did share
I just wanted you to know, dear,
How much I really did care.

In memory of my best friend the love of my life Nick B.

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Bullet to the brain
We froze when we heard those words of pain
What was to be said
Our friend, Nick was dead

Suicide is what was done
Why, he seemed to be the happy one
If only I heard his desperate cry
Then maybe my friend wouldn't have died

I went to the hospital to say my good byes
With so many tears in my eyes
It wasn't suppose to end this way
I still have nightmares about that day

The color baby blue all around
as we place our loved one in the ground
The memories of you begin to stack
Please Nick, Will you come back

I wish I could have confessed my love,
But now your gone your up above.
Even though you’re not here with me
I know the lord has set you free
*I miss you*
*I love you *

Nick B. November 28, 1984 ~ May 21,2001

writtin by Carolyn