Not Now ~Not Ever

It doesn't matter that you are no longer here,
I'll always remember you and I love you.
I don't care if I might not see you again
as long as you know how much I love you.
How much you meant to me,
and how much I miss you.
How many tears I have cried for you
How many scares I have
How many time I must think of you and
try not ask why and try to think your in a better place.
I don't care if I shall go with out you forever,
As long as you know....
I love you with all my heart, and I will never forget you.
Not Now Not Ever.

RIP: Jason Hall I miss you and Love you 12-11-03